whatever

alliegibeily:

1. ins and outs are hilarious
2. “not my chair not my problem”/”drinking out of cups, bein a bitch”
3. sunny weather
4. smoking weed on corner of la plats
5. airplanes
6. ray bans and being white
7. allie and julia knowing bands emily doesn’t
8. drinkin out of cups tuesday
9. new friends
10. SCRUFF MASTA FLASH
11. me want food
12. BEACH HOUSE
13. “this wall is so wall”
14. girl fights
15. spring concerts
16. tanning at the beach
17. nostalgia
18. molecule
19. ya doodyhead
20. people under the stairs and crimity

talent show drunk times
beach house!!!

roaming d.c.
vintage fair at velvet lounge
cherry blossoms festival
drunk at every monument
cp nightlife
yogiberry at 2 a.m.
radio
work 

i feel extra super ridiculously lonely today…but not in a bad way.

i was so certain of myself and everything is changing now and maybe i’ll leave here, maybe friends will change, maybe i’ll relocate a few times,
but i can change things for myself and make things work they way i want them to.

lately i’ve felt like a shitty person but
last night it wasn’t too cold and my mouth was sticky sweet with vodka and juice and
the stars were finally visible

and i could feel something big starting.

i thought i had stability, i thought i had people to trust, i thought i was happy here.
guess not.